Posted in Album of the Month, New Albums, podcast, Spin it or Bin It

Podcast Ep. 43 | Helado Negro | Phasor

Festive Greetings from This Is Not Happening and welcome to our year-end, 2025 wrap-up episode. As always we split the pod into Part 1 and Part 2.Part 1 features our Top 10 favourite albums of 2025. We use a proprietary algorithm to create our list our collective favourite albums, we're talking nascent data-science excellence! Every year it throws up some surprises as our tastes are so different (and in some ways so similar.Part 2 features a festive Spin It or Bin It. We each bring a candidate for track of the year and ask the age old question 'Spin It or Bin It' … will anyone really bin anyone elses Track of the Year? Probably.To retain the tension, I won't share any spoilers here … other than to share a 40 track playlist of some of our favourite 2025 tracks … here.Whatever you do at this time of year, who ever you do it with … have a good one.Please join us in January where we will go back to the usual format of Album of the Month + Spin It or Bin It.We've been writing the blog for years come and have a look – https://thisisnothappening.net/
  1. EP. 63 | Our Top 10 Albums of 2025
  2. EP. 62 | Juniper | Joy Crookes
  3. EP.61 | Blood Orange | Essex Honey
  4. EP.60 | Wet Leg | Moisturizer
  5. EP.59 | Little Simz | Lotus

Welcome to Episode 43 of This is Not Happening. An Album of the Month Podcast where in Part 1 we deep dive into an Album that one of us has chosen and in Part 2 we play ‘Spin it or Bin it’.  This is where we pick a theme and each select a song that represents that theme. We judge each others selections by asking the question ‘Spin It or Bin It’?

This month, in Part 1, we embrace the truly beautiful, hynotic new album by Helado Negro, called ‘Phasor’.  Joey (that’s me) is running ‘tings this month, at least one of the crew loves this album but the other two … I’m not so sure.  In Part 2, the Spin it or Bin it theme is ‘New Music’ where we all chose a track from the last 2 months and ask the others ‘Spin It or Bin It’?

Part 1 | Helado Negro | Phasor

This is right up my street. It’s calming, beautiful, intriguing little gem of an album. It’s instantly accessible and a rewarding listen but it is also a gift that keeps on giving. There is a surprsing complexity to the album if you want there to be. But the big questions is ‘what on earth do we call it?’ Guy suggests ‘Cosmic Pop’ and I think he’s right. 

  • Listen to the album here.
  • Watch some videos here.
  • Buy some stuff here.
  • Follow him on Instagram here.

Part 2 | Spin It or Bin It | ‘New Music (Jan, Feb, March ’24)

The theme is nice and simple and always a fun one – new music. Pick a track, any track from the past 2-3 months. Our chosen 4 tracks can be found on a play list here. In order to chose a track we each shortlist 4 tracks each, a combined 16 track playlist can be found here.

Posted in Album of the Month, podcast, Spin it or Bin It

Podcast Ep. 42 | Aesop Rock | Integrated Tech Solutions

Festive Greetings from This Is Not Happening and welcome to our year-end, 2025 wrap-up episode. As always we split the pod into Part 1 and Part 2.Part 1 features our Top 10 favourite albums of 2025. We use a proprietary algorithm to create our list our collective favourite albums, we're talking nascent data-science excellence! Every year it throws up some surprises as our tastes are so different (and in some ways so similar.Part 2 features a festive Spin It or Bin It. We each bring a candidate for track of the year and ask the age old question 'Spin It or Bin It' … will anyone really bin anyone elses Track of the Year? Probably.To retain the tension, I won't share any spoilers here … other than to share a 40 track playlist of some of our favourite 2025 tracks … here.Whatever you do at this time of year, who ever you do it with … have a good one.Please join us in January where we will go back to the usual format of Album of the Month + Spin It or Bin It.We've been writing the blog for years come and have a look – https://thisisnothappening.net/
  1. EP. 63 | Our Top 10 Albums of 2025
  2. EP. 62 | Juniper | Joy Crookes
  3. EP.61 | Blood Orange | Essex Honey
  4. EP.60 | Wet Leg | Moisturizer
  5. EP.59 | Little Simz | Lotus

Welcome to Episode 42 of This is Not Happening. An Album of the Month Podcast where in Part 1 we deep dive into an Album that one of us has chosen and in Part 2 we play ‘Spin it or Bin it’.  This is where we pick a theme and each select a song that represents that theme. We judge each others selections by asking the question ‘Spin It or Bin It’?

This month, in Part 1, we get stuck right into Integrated Tech Solutions by Aesop Rock. Nolan and I (Joey) think this is one of 2023’s underrated albums and definitely a hidden hip hop gem. David is missing this month so we only have to convince Guy! In Part 2, the Spin it or Bin it theme is ‘Technology’ where we all chose a track that we think fits the theme and ask the others ‘Spin It or Bin It’.

Part 1 | Aesop Rock | Integrated Tech Solutions.

This one’s special (in my opinion). Nolan has always tried to sell Aesop Rock to me but there’s so much music and so little time that I never quite got it. That changed in the Autumn when Mindful Solutionism, the lead single from this album dropped. I chose it as a Spin It or Bin It track and won that month. There’s another 17 tracks on this album. It’s dense, intelligent, socially conciuous, amusing, moving and thought provoking hip hop. Get stuck in if you haven’t already.

  • Listen to the album here.
  • Watch some videos here.
  • Buy some stuff here.
  • Follow him on Instagram here.

Part 2 | Spin It or Bin It | ‘Technology’

Taking inspiration from the album of the month, a really interesting theme of ‘technology’. Interpretation was wide open on this one. Our chosen 4 tracks can be found on a play list here. In order to chose a track we each shortlist 4 tracks each, a combined 16 track playlist can be found here.

*** Enjoy the Episode ***

Posted in Album of the Month, Music chat, New Albums

AOTM | Phasor | Halado Negro

Here is Helado Negro introducing his own album …

For anyone who knows me and my musical tastes well, this choice for Album of The Month (AOTM) will be no surprise. Not that Helado Negro is an artist that I shout from the roof tops about but because it’s so ‘me’. Is it in an early morning album? Is it a late night album? Is there a difference? For me there is, I go to bed early so ‘Late Night Albums kind of become ‘Early Morning Albums’ by default. Many of my favourite albums and AOTM choices have been characteristically crepuscular. And Phasor is no different.

Roberto Carlos Lange, aka Helado Negro is a 44 year old American-Latinx artist who has been recording music under this name for 15 years. Lange heralds from Ecuadorian heritage, born in Florida but found his way to New York, Brooklyn to be precise.

Lange studied Computer Art and Sound design, his first creative outputs being experimental installations and by my understanding, followed the sound design, experimentation route and started to make his own music.

2017 Tiny Desk Performance.

Phasor is Helado Negro’s 8th full studio album, quite an output in 15 years given how many collaborations and side projects he’s also been involved with. It’s the 3rd of his album’s that I’ve got to know in detail and is my favourite by some way. It’s the kind of album that I challenge anyone not to like. It’s buoyant and bubbly but in the most muted and understated, almost restrained kind of way. Nothing is ever turned up or overstated, everything sits within a level of comfort and accessible presentation. The drum track on ‘Wish you could be here’ is a great example, it’s a big old beat, in different hands it could make this track a banger but it’s pulled back and almost caged. This is a similar story on every track, there is something that could be bigger, more focal but it’s always dialled back a little so that nothing else is overshadowed.

It’s a very tight album, it’s only 9 tracks, only 35 minutes but it does a lot in it’s short stay. Lyrics are sung in Spanish and English. There is an equal balance of electronic sounds and acoustic instrumentation. They are melded perfectly. There is jazz. There is quite a lot of jazz. There is not too much jazz. Don’t worry.

Here are a bunch of words that describe this album … stringing them together perhaps diminishes their effect as a review so here they are in all their naked glory;
Contemplative. Simple. Quiet. Slow. Environmental. Faint. Clouds. Intimate. Rise. Artistic. Silhouette. Fragments. Rare. Precious.

It’s a vibe. It’s a reflective chill vibe. I love every track. I could make a decent argument for every track being a ‘standout track’. At this point in time, I wouldn’t change a thing. At this point in time, I can’t see this not being in my 2024 top 10. Surely, it’s so ‘Joey’. It’s so good. It’s go so much percussion. It’s got so much tuned percussion.

Posted in Album of the Month, Music chat, New Albums, podcast

AOTM | ‘Integrated Tech Solutions’ by Aesop Rock

January 2024 is another slow month for new music … well, actually, a slow month for New Albums. There’s a glut of interesting tracks being released as precursors to new albums but nothing that floated our boat from an album perspective. With this in mind, it is my absolute pleasure to bring an album to the table from Nov. ’23 – Interated

As this album, and to be fair this artist, was introduced to me (Joey) by Nolan, I thought it was best for him to introduce things …

You know when someone tells you a story, and starts with ‘bear with me, it’s worth it’. Or when you have to talk your partner into watching a film that their face says they don’t want to watch but you know they’ll love it by the end? Ladies and gentlemen; I give you Aesop Rock, and his latest release ‘Integrated Tech Solutions’ or ITS for short. Aesop was recently referred to by Kitty Empire of the Guardian as ‘dad rap’, the reference is fair. It’s accessible and unique. Arguably he’s one of the most interesting musicians and story tellers in modern times, which you need in your life, but you will need to give him some time to let his commentary fully sink in.

Aesop Rock isn’t new, he has been making exceptional underground hip hop for all the train spotting backpackers since 1997. Although a new name to most, over the last quarter of a century he has slowly been building a dedicated fanbase through not only unique beats and lyrics, but his unique delivery. Expect the unexpected, his lyrics and content are far from stereo typical hip hop. Aesop has been attributed to have the widest use of vocabulary in hip hop and content is spun with humour over ego. His self-awareness and an unique observations likens him more to John Cooper Clarke than Nas.

On his Spotify page, his wordplay is described as dense. A fair description. There’s an argument that to truly get a taste of what he’s lyrically putting across in each album you will need at least 20 listens. The ability to create music that keeps on giving and requires multiple listens is admirable is these times of throw away, on to the next music listening, but admittedly also could and has left him without the accolade that most of his albums deserve. 

The Guardian also pointed out that his last album Spirit World Field Guide had ‘late career rave reviews’. I’d argue he’s just getting started as with each album release there’s subtle evolution, Aesop Rock makes his best album to date with each release. 

Pitchfork described ITS as ‘an album loosely about life under technology. For me this is an album of stories, thoughts, and daydreams. The content ranges from the evolution of man (and himself), Mr. T, mental health, pigeons, even salt and pepper squid.. and skateboarding. He refers to skating a lot. 

On each Aesop Rock album, there is always a track that is a ‘gateway’ song, one I recommend to get someone to listen to the album. On ITS there is a plethora. 100 Feet Tall, Mindful Solutionalism, Kyanote Toothpick… in fairness I struggle to think of a track that I wouldn’t recommend. There is an ever so subtle evolution, where Aesop Rock finds himself making his best album yet with each release.

Thank you Nolan … let me drop some thoughts;

I’ve ‘known about’ Aesop Rock for years now but never really dived straight in and fully committed to the aforementioned density of his albums. To do this you need your gateway track and Mindful Solutionism is just that. It was my No.2 track of 2023 and is a stone cold classic. The beat is infectious, the lyrics burrow into your ears and then you’re mind.

Everything that Nolan has said about the album and Aesop is spot on. He is a great story teller. He layers meaning into all of his songs. I don’t mean there are little ‘in-jokes’ in his tracks that you have to google to understand. This is what I mean;

Pigeonometry – a track that is about setting a task to draw 1000 pigeons but is really about individualism, bigotry and the disenfranchised.

100 Feet Tall – is a track about meeting Mr. T in a restaurant in the 80’s but is really about the impact (and the lack of) black role models on TV. On one hand it makes you smile and laugh and on the other hand it makes you empathise with the little boy version of Aesop telling the story.

Aggressive Steven – is another great example of story telling that is basically about going home to smoke with a friend to find out your apartment has been broken into. But this track ends up being about underfunded mental health services and criminalisation of people in need.

These are only 3 examples but every track can be described in a very similar way. I am not sure if I can think of many … any other rappers who have this level of ‘writing’ capability. The thought process and skill sitting behind this output is incredible. But wow … then the delivery. Does it get much better than this? Ok, its not ‘banger hip hop’ this isn’t Superbowl Half Time Show hip hop. But if you like your music to say something, to say many things, to say them intelligently, with razor sharp word play, over super sharp beats and always with a smile on its face … this is for you.

Posted in Album of the Month, Music chat, New Albums, New Tunes, podcast, Spin it or Bin It

Podcast Episode 41 | Lana Del Rey | … Ocean Blvd.

Festive Greetings from This Is Not Happening and welcome to our year-end, 2025 wrap-up episode. As always we split the pod into Part 1 and Part 2.Part 1 features our Top 10 favourite albums of 2025. We use a proprietary algorithm to create our list our collective favourite albums, we're talking nascent data-science excellence! Every year it throws up some surprises as our tastes are so different (and in some ways so similar.Part 2 features a festive Spin It or Bin It. We each bring a candidate for track of the year and ask the age old question 'Spin It or Bin It' … will anyone really bin anyone elses Track of the Year? Probably.To retain the tension, I won't share any spoilers here … other than to share a 40 track playlist of some of our favourite 2025 tracks … here.Whatever you do at this time of year, who ever you do it with … have a good one.Please join us in January where we will go back to the usual format of Album of the Month + Spin It or Bin It.We've been writing the blog for years come and have a look – https://thisisnothappening.net/
  1. EP. 63 | Our Top 10 Albums of 2025
  2. EP. 62 | Juniper | Joy Crookes
  3. EP.61 | Blood Orange | Essex Honey
  4. EP.60 | Wet Leg | Moisturizer
  5. EP.59 | Little Simz | Lotus

Welcome to Episode 41 of This is Not Happening. An Album of the Month Podcast where in Part 1 we deep dive into an Album that one of us has chosen and in Part 2 we play ‘Spin it or Bin it’.  This is where we pick a theme and each select a song that represents that theme. We judge each others selections by asking the question ‘Spin It or Bin It’?

This month, in Part 1, we go deep with Lana Del Ray for the first time on TINH. LDR is one of the industry major players, few move units or split opinions like her. Find out what we think. In Part 2, the Spin it or Bin it theme is ‘A Song for January’ where we all chose a track that we think fits the theme and ask the others ‘Spin It or Bin It’.

Part 1 | Lana Del Rey | Did you know there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd.

This is album no.9 for LDR and its a whopper. It’s got a lot to say and says it across 16 tracks. There are common LDR tropes and new twists on what you might expect. We think it contains some of the best music released in 2023 but is it all good? Can a 78 minute be brilliant from start to finish?

  • Listen to the album here.
  • Watch some videos here.
  • Buy some stuff here.
  • A really interesting interview on Billboard can be found here.

Part 2 | Spin It or Bin It | ‘A song for January’

Well, that was an odd Episode of Spin It or Bin It! The usual structure goes to the wall this month and it all gets a bit loose. Nolan get’s the hump, Joey gets all serious but thankfully David and Guy clean up the mess and no blood was spilled.

*** Enjoy the Episode ***

We’ve been writing the blog for years come and have a look – https://thisisnothappening.net

Posted in Album of the Month, Music chat

January AOTM: Lana Del Rey – Did You Know There’s A Tunnel Under Ocean Blvd?

January is a funny time of year for music. Many albums wanting to be big in 2024 have either come out already or are holding off. It’s hard to pick albums to review unless you’re looking back before you’re looking forward. And in this episode’s case, we wanted to pick a critically lauded album that we passed over. So after a sift through a few lists we weren’t really sure. I’d never landed with Lankum, SZA was, sadly, out in 2022! In listening through tracks linked to the various lists, we were all mesmerised by A&W and after that we sort of got pulled in. And it’s not a decision I regret. It’s a pretty stunning piece of work, even if it’s imperfect. 

I’ve never been a true fan of Lana Del Rey but I’m definitely an admirer. Of how she is, of how she operates, her ability and insistence on doing this her way. I was on board for Video Games (who wasn’t?), but perhaps my experience is influenced the way many others’ is. Is it made for me? Is there too much artifice? It’s definitely not style over substance, but there’s also a definitely imperative style that sets its into its own sphere, and I just don’t know if that’s ever really landed with me. Perhaps I’ve never given it enough time, either. She’s an artist on that list of people I really know I should’ve devoted more time to over the years, who friends and critics have pointed me at her, but it’s just never locked.

And obviously I’m wrong. She is not an artist that’s liked. She’s adored. Her fans are devoted, her songs held like torches for her acolytes. She moves them and that’s a magical place to be in the universe. Because what got us into music? What made us love artists? How did that music speak to us and make us feel? And how intense did those feelings burn? It’s what makes music music. It is what makes us love it. It’s why we do this thing. So that devotion, that desire, that’s what it is all about. But delving into Lana’s world – not to mention her huge back catalogue (Ocean Blvd, as I’m going to abbreviate it to from now on, is at least her 10th album, depending on how you count them) – is daunting. Both because she is such a big artist, and also because there’s so much context to each record, something that I just don’t have. So many of the callbacks, references to previous records, break-ups, themes, will largely sail over my head. Coming to a new album from such an established artist can be a bit, well, cold. 

But it’s also because LDR’s world is uncompromising. Her position as a woman in music – as any woman in any position – is precarious. She’s held to a ridiculous standard. She is critiqued for being strong, she’s critiqued for looking good, she’s attacked for looking good, for not looking good. Being Lana seems a pretty awful place to be sometimes. Yes, she’s also harnessed this, leant into the darkness – themes of death, abuse, misogyny and the male gaze all loom large even to the arms-length fan – but it remains a big shadow over her work, and the more I read the more I admire her for refusing to compromise on what she wants to do, even as it (surely, I don’t know) must take a toll living in that universe. 

The lyrics, the world she paints is bleak, playing up against the world she lives in. Pushing back against that onslaught of criticism, making it front and centre of her work, that brutal glory, turned against its creator. Ocean Blvd – at my newbie eyes – bares this beautifully and powerfully. At its high points, it’s breathtaking. It’s bleak and catches in the throat. There’s a frankness and personal feel to it, and yet it’s cryptic and full of contradictions. But it’s a fascinating and engaging listen. Having been the first album of hers I’ve knowingly listened to in full it’s hard to compare against, but I realise I’ve underestimated her and feel a bit foolish for that. I loved Video Games, her laconic but powerful delivery, the whole 60s-tinged femme fatale style, the heavily stylised videos, all overflowing with ideas. It just sort of passed me by as I went for the familiar, and the new, that just never really landed on her records. 

Yes, I’ve not connected with her music as I have with others but there’s something very real going down. The lead single, A&W (the root beer for sleeve-friendly abbreviation, but really the devastating American Whore) is at the vanguard. Firing back at critics’ lazy views, owning the pejorative personas they paint her with, and turning it back on itself. Opening with piano chords and guitar, her vocals feel at their most invasive. Almost deliberately light and sunk into the midrange but it’s all more powerful for it. And you can’t get away from the chorus: ‘‘it’s not about having someone to love me anymore / this is then experience of being an American whore”. Christ. And like all great long songs, it’s a shapeshifter. A second part that drops into electronic, elastic bass and sharp percs, and twisted vocal phrases, taking on a different power altogether. The final stanza, with it’s repeated phrases, looking back to a lover that wanted to only be with her when he was high, both calling out his behaviour, but also perhaps her self-destruction. 

There are moments all through the album of breathtaking nihilism, none more so than the title track’s ‘open me up, tell me you like me, fuck me to death, love me until I love myself’ is her withering beauty (yes, there is a tunnel, I’ve discovered, but it’s closed). A line that catches, but also that feels both exhilarating to hear, and bleak to listen to again and again. There’s a fragility to her music that plays against some of the more belligerent, combative tones of her output. 

Another standout for me was with Father John Misty. They seem very apt bedfellows – and I’ve since found out this is her third collaboration him – though FJM’s dripping cynicism seems a mite more laconic and detached, where Del Rey’s feels more pointed and sharpened and real. But the story – I think – about an affair with a married male musician, feels both hopeful and doomed to fail. 

There are a lot of memorable other moments here, in fact the collaborations across the album stand out: from John Batiste’s harmonies and vocals on Candy Necklace, the haunting Paris, Texas with SYML, and lament of Bleachers on the late-album Margaret. I’m still not sure what to make of Peppers (which features Tommy Genesis) but they all stand out in their own way. There’s engaging use of electronic flourishes throughout too, not just on A&W, but also memorably on Fishtail, which provides colour alongside the piano and guitars that dominate the album. I’m also intrigued by the Judah Smith interlude. The modern preacher, its message seems at odds with LDR’s fanbase (she’s been in his congregation), especially the LGBTQ+ element, when Smith’s historical views on non-Christian ‘lifestyles’ are pretty prejudiced. Perhaps she’s focusing the words on herself. As ever, it doesn’t feel as direct or clear as it could be. Perhaps Del Rey enjoys the confusion. 

But let’s also talk about the elephant in the room. The album is long. Really long. And we all know our struggles with long albums. Not just The Ascension. Also Dragon New Warm Mountain. I have my ‘60+ minute hip-hop album problem’ too. It’s not just the cliched attention span issue, but 40-50 minutes is my sweet spot. So 78 minutes I have truly struggled with. I haven’t even got through he whole thing in one go. Partly just logistics, but also just having little full hour windows or more to listen in my life. So it’s a fractured experience. And one I’ve not managed to break. 

I think, inevitably, the album sags. On their own, all the tracks have merit, but I have ended up going to remove 3 tracks from it: Kintsugi and Fingertips, which don’t seem to lend huge contrast, and also lately the Jon Batiste Interlude, which is striking, but I’m not sure it feels like a hole without it, and at least it’s a 62 minute version that’s more possible to digest. 

As a whole, I’m not sure if I’ll love this album, but I’ll definitely come back to big chunks of it. There are songs on it too striking not to be remembered, but will it spark an overdue love affair with Lana? That’s probably optimistic. But she hardly needs my affirmation: she’s got all the dedication she needs from people with much more invested in her music than me. And that’s a pretty good thing to exist.

Posted in Music chat, New Albums, New Tunes, podcast, Spin it or Bin It

Podcast Episode 40 | 2023 Top 10 Albums

Festive Greetings from This Is Not Happening and welcome to our year-end, 2025 wrap-up episode. As always we split the pod into Part 1 and Part 2.Part 1 features our Top 10 favourite albums of 2025. We use a proprietary algorithm to create our list our collective favourite albums, we're talking nascent data-science excellence! Every year it throws up some surprises as our tastes are so different (and in some ways so similar.Part 2 features a festive Spin It or Bin It. We each bring a candidate for track of the year and ask the age old question 'Spin It or Bin It' … will anyone really bin anyone elses Track of the Year? Probably.To retain the tension, I won't share any spoilers here … other than to share a 40 track playlist of some of our favourite 2025 tracks … here.Whatever you do at this time of year, who ever you do it with … have a good one.Please join us in January where we will go back to the usual format of Album of the Month + Spin It or Bin It.We've been writing the blog for years come and have a look – https://thisisnothappening.net/
  1. EP. 63 | Our Top 10 Albums of 2025
  2. EP. 62 | Juniper | Joy Crookes
  3. EP.61 | Blood Orange | Essex Honey
  4. EP.60 | Wet Leg | Moisturizer
  5. EP.59 | Little Simz | Lotus

Welcome to Episode 40 of This is Not Happening. An Album of the Month Podcast where we usually review an album in depth and play something called ‘Spin It or Bin It’ … but not this month.

We’re celebrating our big 4-0 in style. It’s end of year review time. We select our top 10 albums of 2023 and each pick our Track of 2023.

Part 1 – 2023 Top 10 Albums

We all independently picked our top 10s. We run those choices through a series of deep learning models commonly known as ‘Algo Dave’ and we create a mathematically generated combined Top 10. We made our selections and recorded this pod WAAAAAY ahead of any body else’s lists coming out so we are not influenced by the mainstream musical media (which is why our list looks SO different to everyone else’s). We’re super proud of our 10 and chuffed to bits that our No.1 is an album that we all love and one that we’ve loved since the start of the year. No recency bias here my friends.

Part 2- 2023 Tracks of the Year

We each select a track of the year. Simple as that. We explain why it’s our track of 2023 and have a little critique of each others choices.

*** Enjoy the Episode ***

Posted in Album of the Month, Music chat, New Albums, New Tunes, Spin it or Bin It

Podcast Episode 39 | Sufjan Stevens | Javelin

Festive Greetings from This Is Not Happening and welcome to our year-end, 2025 wrap-up episode. As always we split the pod into Part 1 and Part 2.Part 1 features our Top 10 favourite albums of 2025. We use a proprietary algorithm to create our list our collective favourite albums, we're talking nascent data-science excellence! Every year it throws up some surprises as our tastes are so different (and in some ways so similar.Part 2 features a festive Spin It or Bin It. We each bring a candidate for track of the year and ask the age old question 'Spin It or Bin It' … will anyone really bin anyone elses Track of the Year? Probably.To retain the tension, I won't share any spoilers here … other than to share a 40 track playlist of some of our favourite 2025 tracks … here.Whatever you do at this time of year, who ever you do it with … have a good one.Please join us in January where we will go back to the usual format of Album of the Month + Spin It or Bin It.We've been writing the blog for years come and have a look – https://thisisnothappening.net/
  1. EP. 63 | Our Top 10 Albums of 2025
  2. EP. 62 | Juniper | Joy Crookes
  3. EP.61 | Blood Orange | Essex Honey
  4. EP.60 | Wet Leg | Moisturizer
  5. EP.59 | Little Simz | Lotus

Welcome to Episode 39 of This is Not Happening. An Album of the Month Podcast where in Part 1 we deep dive into an Album that one of us has chosen and in Part 2 we play ‘Spin it or Bin it’.  This is where we pick a theme and each select a song that represents that theme. We judge each others selections by asking the question ‘Spin It or Bin It’?

This month, in Part 1, we get stuck in TINH favourite, Sufjan Steven’s latest release  ‘Javelin’. Wow. Is there a lot to talk about. I hope we do it justice. In Part 2, the Spin it or Bin it theme is ‘Unconventional Love Songs’ where we all chose a track that we think fits the theme and ask the others ‘Spin It or Bin It’.

Part 1 | Sufjan Stevens | Javelin

It’s David’s choice this month and a record 3rd time that we’ve reviewed an album by the same artist. On one hand this Sufjan doing Sufjan things … and then on the other, it’s a heart breaking, gut punch of an album that takes you to beautifully uncomfortable places. It’s genuinely spectacular. 

  • Listen to the album here.
  • Watch some videos here.
  • Buy some stuff here.
  • In the chat we reference Sufjan’s Instagram, that can be found here.
  • A rare and recent (ish) interview with Sufjan on his health condition is here.

Part 2 | Spin It or Bin It | Unconventional Love Songs

Who are we to judge what ‘conventional’ means, what ‘love’ means … what a ‘song’ is? The interpretation of ‘unconventional love songs’ was left wide open this month.

We all chose a 4 track shortlist to chose our track, you can here all 16 tracks on this playlist here.

*** Enjoy the Episode ***

Posted in Album of the Month, Music chat, New Albums, podcast

November AOTM: Javelin by Sufjan Stevens

We all like to believe that we can listen to an artist’s music on its own merits, without knowing the back story. But the truth is that context is everything in trying to make sense of an artist’s work, and while we may well spend plenty of time listening to music without knowing the story ‘behind it’, with records we love and cherish, the story of how that music came to be and what’s it’s about are a huge part of our connection with the music itself.

Likewise, finding out that an artist is a dick or holds repulsive views can have a huge impact on our listening habits – see Morrissey, or indeed even the recent Roisin Murphy palaver. I’ve barely listened to her album and I’m a big fan, I just needed a break after a bit of a bad taste in the mouth.

And so it is with the Sufjan story. What an interesting place he inhabits in the pop firmament. Adored by Pitchfork and the entire indie universe, but he seems to have fans from well outside that world – he’s one of those rare artists where he seems to have broken into the public consciousness. And that’s fascinating, when you consider his output. He made his name in the early 00s as a kind of old-timey Americana folk troubadour, with albums like Michigan, Seven Swans and his breakout album Illinois. The songs had titles so long they sounded like they were titles from 19th Century novels. And let’s not forget his pledge to make an album exploring the history of every single state in the US. Alas, he’s only managed Michigan and Illinois so far, but I wouldn’t it put it past him to return to the project! And then there was his Christianity – it’s not unheard of a contemporary white indie singer songwriter to have a faith, thought it’s probably quite unusual – but it’s the fact that his religious beliefs play such a central part of his songwriting and his themes.

What’s even more interesting is that his reputation has continued to grow, despite him making a bewildering series of creative left turns – the 42 songs Xmas album! The second 58 song Xmas album! Difficult, broken electronica on The Age of Adz, and again more recently on last album, The Ascension, which we reviewed on an early pod and it’s fair to say we struggled with! Then there’s the ambient records, the soundtracks, the collaborations. He certainly covers a lot of ground, and he doesn’t seem to mind if his audience follow him or not.

But perhaps he holds his place in the musical landscape because he’s such a fucking good songwriter. His gorgeous gossamer-light voice can float above a solo piano, or simple guitar or banjo, and you think you’re listening to an angel (He’s certainly closer to God than most of us, perhaps he has access that we don’t!). On 2015’s Carrie & Lowell, it felt like Sufjan hit a musical high point, creating a breathtaking and heartbreaking collection of songs that delved deep into his difficult relationship with his mother and her partner. I read somewhere (Pitchfork?) recently that he sometime sounds like he feels things so acutely, you almost can’t bear to listen. That’s what Carrie & Lowell sounded like to me.

So here we are 3 years on from the dense, challenging and slightly underwhelming The Ascension, and here comes Javelin, and immediately, you are struck by the beauty and the scale of it. The songwriting and style is reminiscent of Carrie & Lowell, but the arrangements are so much bigger – choirs, orchestra, and interestingly, electronics too – it finally feels like he’s taken that electronica side of his work and married it beautifully to the best of his songwriting. Early single Will Anybody Ever Love Me? was stunning – as Pitchfork said, an immediate addition to the best songs he’s written – but it was only when I sat down and listened to it on headphones for the first time that I realised just how incredible it is. What a fucking song!

Listening to the album, you’re immediately hit by the themes of loss – Goodbye Evergreen, Genuflecting Ghost (such a Sufjan title!). But then again that’s not weird, Stevens has always been obsessed with life and death, the afterlife and the now. And going into listening to this, I think we were all aware of one of the big life stories that you can’t help but add to the context of listening to the record. Stevens has been suffering from a rare autoimmune disease that has left him – temporarily hopefully – in a wheelchair. Of course he’s been thinking about death, you think. He’s just had the fright of his life.

The reviews are in and they are glowing, everyone riffs on the usual Sufjan themes, it gets called a masterpiece, and you think, OK, I think I’m beginning to understand this record. And then…and then…and then…after the release, this…

Jesus fucking Christ. Not only has he been wheelchair bound for the last year, but he lost the love of his life – a man and a relationship – and let’s be clear, a sexuality – that he had hidden from the world. It is, of course, hardly a surprise that Sufjan is queer, but the fact that he went through something so unbelievably traumatic and has only just shared it with the world, after making arguably the finest music of his life. I mean, I can’t even process.

And then you listen to the album again. And you hear the opening lines:

Goodbye, Evergreen
You know I love you
But everything heaven sent
Must burn out in the end

And you realise this album is about Evans Richardson and the love that Sufjan felt for him. Fucking hell. And then you listen to Will Anybody Ever Love Me? again…

Tie me to the final wooden stake
Burn my body, celebrate the afterglow
Wash away the summer sins I made
Watch me drift and watch me struggle, let me go

And then Genuflecting Ghost…

Give myself as a sacrifice
Genuflecting ghost I kiss no more

Penultimate track Shit Talk is one of those 8 minute Sufjan songs. I approached it with trepidation, but I think it might be the most complete, brilliant and perfect 8 minute song he’s ever written. Of course, I thought it was about relationship arguments, and maybe it is, but it’s about an argument with someone who’s dead or dying.

No more fighting
I’ve nothing left to give
I’ve nothing but atrophy
Did I cross you?
Did I fail to believe in positive thoughts?
Our romantic second chance is dead
I buried it with the hatchet
Quit your antics
Put them at the foot of the bed
And set it, on fire
I will always love you
But I cannot look at you

I’m listening as I write – again! – and it still moves me to tears nearly every time. Maybe it feels a bit premature to start talking about this as the album of the year – and there other contenders – but I can’t imagine Stevens putting any more of himself into his music, and turning what must be unimaginable trauma into one of the most beautiful albums I’ve heard in years.